I havent felt God's presence in my indo church seriously. It's as if God is really not the centre of the church.. In the church there are so many political problems.. People trying to be head.. and trying to get rid of the preacher!!! yes the presiding preacher!! N I went like with what power and authority do this people act..., And then there's the enemies in church! Imagine in a church and of all people my dad has to be involved in this.. And i have been convincing them if this goes on, they wont concentrate in worshipping God in church! I am trying to ask them to leave the church and change into a new one.. I really dun feel anything..
And i've been thinking, the preacher cant concentrate ever since he is asked to leave next year, he really doesnt convey god's message well. I dun even know or can make sense to any of the things he said.. While the others i dunno whether they were just listening for the sake of listening or really chewing on his words..
I really feel like scolding these people who make this church to be like a battle war, a place with no respect and where the God-centeredness is gone! It's really maddening that power and authority and money have gone into their heaD! At one point they went on saying how they will reform the church leadership! They are not governing God''s church! God is! They all are fighting for the position of Directors! as if the church is some business-minded field! I am mad at the thot that God is forgotten in this church! Even christmas sermon wasnt really brought quite well! I just couldnt find wat God tried to say to us that day! To the point that i did my quiet time there during the sermon instead! And he brought me to this passage about prostitution, where He cursed them very very badly.. And i was like somehow felt God's wrath for the church! I mean of cos i dun think he meant that our church now is like a brothel but rather the fact of How angry and displeased that his lambs are turning away or into wolves!
I really dunno how to make this church realised their folly! I just dont know how..